In a fever dream I dreamt I was asking the universe for forgiveness and for peace. Eric’s phone calls were going on in the background, lulling me into a secret consciousness. Over and over, from behind my eyes, I repeated the prayers I know for love and for peace. I asked God kept me safe from harm and worry. I asked God keep my heart and my soul and my body alive and well. I remembered. The peace of the Universe came to me, and I could feel the presence of the Kingdom. Then I woke up and I was well again.
